I went through Calypso's 1st birthday with no tears. And then came her Angel Day. Still I couldn't shed any tears. It was like I needed to but they just wouldn't come. Today, now I am shedding tears. I'm so relieved. I thought there was something wrong with me because I couldn't cry and I needed to. Now the tears are falling and I'm feeling slightly better. I miss my little angel so badly today.